It’s funny how things work out sometimes, a bad situation will make you reconsider just about everything. While my mind body and soul remain unbalanced, I can’t commit to anything. I shy away from a lot of things that my soul is crying for, my mind is telling me walk away. I sit back and reflect on what it is that I’m really looking for! Can one person give me all of that. Maybe the answer I’m looking for isn’t in a person, perhaps a place, or a moment that has either happened or waiting to happen. I refuse to overlook the many possibilities that I could encounter. When things are calm my perception reflects on that! When things are chaotic I become more irrational. I need to find my inner peace, my solar balance. In order for me to be able to connect with life in a more practical way. To be able to stop, think, breath, and move forward with dignity. For the moment I move off of energy, if it feels good without me putting much thought into it, then I let it flow, but if I have to second guess myself I just simply exhale and let it go. The climb is slow and yes my path may be rocky, and god knows temptation is a powerful thing. I may venture on unfamiliar grounds, but the important thing is that I don’t stay lost forever. One day I will find my way!
