Could you be!!

Just when I thought things couldn’t get better for me,

You came out of no where asking for me,

Although a short time,

I’m here wondering could he be mine in time,

You have me here waiting be the phone,

Have me here thinking of Tyrone,

Might seem a little childish,

But hey a girl can wish,

Laying here can’t wait for tmr 

Your voice wipes away my sorrow,

Can’t wait for you to come out,

So you can really know what I’m about,

Here wondering could this be fate,

Waiting for that first date,

Ty I’ll be waiting patiently,

Wondering if your the man for me!!

Lost

The pain you feel when losing something so dear to you,

It hurts most knowing it wasn’t the love for you,

Love should be unconditional,

At times maybe irrational,

The bond and trust you give someone thinking they’ll never break your heart,

All the time and wasted energy just for things to fall apart,

If you couldn’t be there for me when I needed you most, 

Where were all those I love you’s and I miss you’s when I needed it most,

I told you my deepest memories I trusted you with my soul,

I had so many dreams and aspirations I was building life long goals,

All this time it was one sided,

When you left me in a text I sure was blind sided,

I gave you a chance, when I wasn’t even giving others a second glance,

I thought you were different but you were the same,

But my life shouldn’t have been played like some game,

My love was genuine it was true,

I would have done almost anything for you,

I feel empty I feel sadness I feel pain,

Don’t think I’ll ever do this again.

Rip my 👼🏾 

The third eye

It’s shocking when you come across someone who can tell you exactly about yourself even before you’ve ever even said a word, at the same time is scary for someone to see you for who you really are there’s no hiding no pretending no putting on a fake smile you’re completely exposed. How do you react when being comforted and left speechless do you run away do you try and deny what you’re being told or do you stand up and embrace the little sense of freedom, you could finally let your hair down. You could actually be as transparent to the third eye💭

My heart

As soon as you entered I could almost hear you heartbeat,

I could taste your lips just by looking at you my heart skips a beat,

My thoughts are dirty, sensual,extreme,

I’m yearning for you, make my body scream,

Embrace my dark skin,

My breast my thighs I want you deep within,

I hear nothing but our breaths,

Daydreaming are you gonna take me there yet!

Are you gonna hold me down,

Can you make my love come down?

I’ve dreamt of this moment like no other,

I can’t resists you not for a minute longer,

Your stare I’m under your influence,

I’m starving for your assurance,

As our clothes drop to the floor,

I want to shut my mind off and just imagine making love on the ocean floor,

The stars are glazing the breeze is our song,

I’ve waited for a moment like this for so long,

My soul may not be pure, 

But my heart is only yours.

Life

Ever wonder how things work out in life, why certain situations happen when they do, why people come into your life by storm at times, is the universe set up in a way for things to come into your life when they do. Sometimes it feels like it throws everything off balance, but when you really think about its fate. You just can't fight at times, it makes you wonder is that why things never really worked out before, because perhaps it was never meant to be. Does your real purpose come to you later in life when you could really learn to appreciate it. When it comes to love, your health, your career, your family your life as you exist. Your environment predicts your outcome. Everyone wants to be happy in life but live without truly understanding what it takes to be and stay happy. They displace there anger which affects them at work at home with themselves and they spread it to others like a virus. Bad behavior or habbits isn't supposed to be a life choice, its not passed down by genetics its learnt. Its never to late to learn positive things which will affect you and the people around you. I choose to be happy and get rid of anything that provokes or brings out the negative energy out of me. Its useless, effortless, and time consuming. As i approach a different milestone in life i realize, you can't fight how things end up but you can always make a difference!