My Downfall

As I lay on the cold pine floor oblivious to the people around me, I let my soul run free, as I stare into the colored lights on the high ceilings, I can hear the beat of my heart, I hear the music in the background but the thought of you surpasses all that noise. I see you moving that body I could almost feel it speaking to me, with every slow movement you make its teasing me.
 In my subconscious I'm thinking of him, what Is he up to? why does he make me feel the way that I do. I imagine him working my body exploring every inch of my temple, the thought excites me, he's simply a stranger to me, why do I always have such sexual thoughts, they haunt me in my dreams.
 Is it wrong to always want to feel wanted? for someone to cater to your every need? the need constant need for pleasure!