Letting go

Its moments like this where you can sit back and analyze every scene in your life, to know which road keeps you moving forward, and which is a dead end. There are people in life that will always have an impact on you, but you have to let them go. Those are the people that hold you back, that prevent you from growing internally, and intellectually. 
  Sometimes its the sexual attraction that keeps you imprisoned. They make you feel sexually satisfied that going without, would be almost unbearable. It's amazing what we put ourselves through.
Being in control, putting your needs first, internal intimacy.

Daydreaming

I arrived at my appointment, removed my boots, sat on the chair with my feet folded up against my chest. I get called and lead into the same room as I've been in before. I lay on the table with my butterfly exposed.
She enters back in washes her hands, and greets me, I spread open my legs, she rubs some powder on my pussy before applying the hot wax, my eyes closed, my mind drifts suddenly im dreaming,  I see you laying in front of me exposing your caramelized skin, your mesmerizing eyes, I gently touch your smooth skin, I make my way down your recently waxed pussy, I feel you tense up, but really its me as the pain of the waxing intensifies, is the more I violate your body, in my mind. I long to kiss you again,  to embrace you in my arms. She's rubbing my pussy with some lotion as I come out of my thoughts. When will I have you again?.