Its funny how you can live with someone, and not truly know who they are. To lay down next to the one you desire, and the feelings aren't the same. To want to be kissed with such passion and intimacy, but somehow your signals don't cross. Its not so hard to realize when you're losing something, that you've had for so long.
Riddle me this, why do people engage in new relationships, before ending the one their currently in?
Why live an unhappy life?
Have you ever just met up with a friend and in mid conversation, you imagine yourself with this person.
Well it happened to me today, sharing a piece of pie, as there lips were moving all I could think of was sucking them, deeply desiring another kiss, as I'm trying to focus on the conversation and shake the thought out of my head, you go ahead and throw me a curve ball. You don't really enjoy someone going down on you!!!. I'm stunned, I'm flabbergasted, you completely knocked the words out my mouth, then at that moment my thoughts were uncontrollable, I wonder if I could make you yearn for more, having me work my magic on you, I kinda want the challenge, damn I must admit I was turned on instantly, I desire you, oral sex is an art, when mastered it can bring you places sexually that you wouldn't believe, let me be your artist, and you my portrait!
Last night, was short from amazing, the scene was live. You looked so beautiful, in your sexy attire, everything about you was perfect. I've never been that relaxed around you, I was in a different frame of mind, especially after such a stressful week, we're on that good kush and alcohol, I'm feeling nice, adjusting your garter belts, your skin is so soft, that feeling when I touch you, I have to control myself, I can't resist you, I'm lusting for you. Then it happened, the moment I've been dreaming about, you made my heart skip a beat, we shared a kiss, reminiscing about it now, I'm still in awe, I'm flushed, definitely a kodak moment. Three times your lips touched mine, I could try and describe my exact feeling at that moment, but I can't, I simply smile, I'm not sure what your feelings or thoughts were, but I can only hope that I put a smile in your heart, cause you do it for me. Your a phenomenal woman phenomenally!
There comes a time in your life where you look for love, more times than some it's in the wrong places. Why do woman fall in love with the wrong kind of man. It's like were predisposed to be hurt. So when you fall in love with another woman, like yourself things could be phenomenal because women think alike, you know what to expect from each other, same goes for men I suppose. Love is patient, love is kind, it is not judgemental!
Think about it, why judge someone who is happy, is it because you want to smile like them, laugh as naturally as they are doing.
People's expressions and experiences, is as fascinating as the change of season's, it happens rapidly, live for today, negativity surrounds us, being able to walk with pride, our souls run free!
As I ran into your arms that day, so many thoughts hit me at once. I couldn't believe I was really seeing you, the last time was 15 years ago. You look more handsome than ever, your a whole foot taller than me. I feel safe, I let my gaurd down, I love you still.
I couldn't wait to shower at the hotel.
I should have apologize in advance. For the scene that was about to take place. I couldn't resist you. I wanted you to fuck me silly. But instead you made love to me it was the most beautiful thing ever. When you sucked my butterfly, I couldn't believe you learnt that watching a you tube video..(I'm smiling) sensual is your love for me. I have loved you since summer of 1992, my love for you never ENDS!
The irony the love of my life is a married man. We lost our way, why has life bought us back together after so many years??...I believe in the moon and the stars, my love is to eternity.
Its funny, a few months ago you were a woman in which I saw to satisfy my sexual needs, but lately as we have been corresponding on a different level ive grown to miss you when I don't hear you, when you visited me early today as we sat on my bed. Having you in my embrace, kissing you passionately, I can't help but want to rip your clothes off. I'm lost in your eyes. As we hold hands, I see your lips movin, but your words are faint in the moment I'm blinded by your beauty, when you shared your feelings for me. I couldn't help but smile, a warm feeling came over me. Just a few days til I see you again, but honestly I wont resist you a second time, so I apologize in advance for any change of events that might present it self.....I'm telling you caring for someone is a beautiful feeling, it catches you off gaurd, places you never dream off. Ppl you never thought to leave an imprint in your heart just come along and make it happen. Life's unexpected! Your my orchid, my favorite flower.
It's funny how your body knows what it wants, at any given moment. Mr.Discrete, is someone I've known for years, but today I wanted to treat him like a sex slave, with one phone call my game was in action, I fixed up my butterfly, she was all ready. 10 minutes later the door opens, I quietly inform him of the rules, all he had to do was simple eat his heart out, make my kitty purr, and he did just that I was holding on to the covers for dear life as my body earning for more, I'm wanting more with each stroke of his tongue, him sucking my clit but I can't control my orgasm its so intense, I want it to stop, but let it take me away. I exhale. Sweet bitter ecstasy. I'm still queen in this chess game! its amazing how each orgasm you have makes you feel differently every time, luv experiencing new things, can you remember the best orgasm you ever had, have you ever strived for better, don't settle, don't get off your game, the older we get the better were able to appreciate the feeling! Think about it.
As the water hits my back, I lather my skin, as I soap my breast, time stands still as I recap the evening in my mind.
Sitting in the car listening to the waves beating against the water, such peace around us, your touch, your soft lips touching mine. Theres nothing better then being kissed by a woman, only a woman knows what a woman wants, that saying is so true. We sit there and talk it was nice, considering every other time we've met it was in the heat of passion.
As I looked at you, with my sexual thoughts, I couldn't help but savor the moment, as we plan our next sexual encounter.
Then being joined by another beautiful woman, ablivious to our history, I desire her so badly, but the chase is so much more exhilarating than the catch!
I feel the steam hitting my face, as im coming out of my thoughts, I fuck myself thinking of kissing your kitty, and sucking your breast, I reach an' organism instantly. I simply can't resist you.
Its so much more than fantasizing, trust I'm not a dreamer for nothing,
I'm a sensual woman, for the first time in a long time, I can say I'm in luv with myself, with that comes a gift, when I make luv to myself I feel the most pleasure, which allows me to let you satisfy me even more. I luv to push my orgasms to fullest it can reach. The pain is exhilarating! It feels like when your pushed against the edge and your no longer in control. Just trust the feeling tolerate the pain. Let the moment be. Feel that is called inner peace!
Sometimes I have moments where I wanna have sex all the time, if I see a beautiful woman or a man ill think of taking them to bed, just ripping they clothes off and fucking them real good just to satisfy my needs! Sounds crazy
I stay daydreaming about some ppl in my inner circle sometimes to much. Like example there is this beautiful woman I know her eyes are two toned, her skin is smooth to the touch, I know this cause she let me pass my fingers along her leg one time. Beautiful lips so luscious u just wanna suck them, feels nice talking about her, but she's different I care about her a lot. But I do dream of sleeping with her!
Do you have nasty thoughts that go through your mind? Think they shouldn't be there? Forget it. don't stress over it. accept it. Its who you are. There's no changing that imbrace it. for you are unique!!
